SAMI420420420 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

A lot of people with schizophrenia do kill theirselfs. I've try to commit suicide two times. But now I see that it will only hurt other people. MY life is really nothing though. It has just become more and more pathetic because the voices are taking over it. All I do is drink cut and sleep. Schizophrenia really fucks up your life.

xxxKLLxxx (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I've only heard voices in my head once. It was some sort of lucid dreaming or something, but I wasn't actually sleeping, I was totally aware of everything. I could clearly hear other people in the room. It was so creepy, because it didn't sound like some inner voice or voice in the distance, but like actually hearing normal human voices you hear every day. If that shit happens to someone all the time... as much as I hate to say it, suicide probably is the best answer

SAMI420420420 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

Everybody hears diffrent things. I'm schizophrenic and the voices I hear tell me to cut myself, they tell me to kill myself sometimes too. I do hear the "your dead" thing all the time. But they usally just tell me that life isn't worth living. That everybody would be happier if I was dead. Stuff like that.

xPURPLExKILLERx (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

i hear voices at school. i was walking down the hall and i screamed out loud "SHUT UP!!" and everyone looked at me.

xPURPLExKILLERx (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

so when its happening do you hear voices to kill your self???? or what do they say?

ger21kl (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

It doesnt just go away (thats a % of people) hallucinations started when I was 5 Im 22. They just get more and more real it can be helped but it doesnt go away. What did you have? And how did iy go away?

badjesus666 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

+ rec :-)

Zeaky0arteest (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

This must be torture to go through everyday :(

crazyGod9 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

I've been through that. But there is redemption. It doesn't last forever (just about 2 years).

plasticathexis (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)

You mean a good Acid trip. We are nothing. We are consciousness that can only experience through 5 senses. This reality is merely a fractal hologram made up of the flower of life. We are a small vibration in an infinite spectrum . We are God. If you've been searching for god you found him/her, its you! your not crazy. Just go with the flow and it will be alright.